Wishing it was anything but a Nightmare

When i wake up every morning i think about my brother in law passing and it still feels like its not real. I will really miss him!!!! Its hard not to think about him right now even with the kids running around and making their giggles and screams!!!! One More Day closer to meeting him again and being able to hug him so tight and telling him the joys of a reunion so long sought for. God Be With You Till We Meet Again - Brian " Beef Chief " Oliver.